In August of 2015, I was diagnosed with Stage I breast cancer. It was a shock. I spent the better part of the following year making new peace with my body as I navigated surgeries, chemotherapy, and radiation. I also leaned heavily on the kindness of our community through gifts of massage, reflexology, acupuncture, support groups, and therapy.
That same year, my friend, Natasha Brooks Sperduti, invited me to co-curate an outdoor art exhibition through the Century House Historical Society. The highlights of their estate are a small museum and some industrial ruins. The room and pillar Widow Jane Mine was excavated to pave New York City streets and build canals. Our show, IN:SITE, featured 16 artists from the Northeast. I created this site-specific work for the opening and closing events.
One of the things that saw me through some of the most difficult parts of treatment was the idea that most of the time more of your body is comfortable than not, and that you can access that comfort by bringing your attention to it. Scanning invites people to use light to explore a body that is made up of many things. Like a tattooed lady, those things carry symbolic personal weight: a fly on a jewel, a skull and cross bones, the plant from which my chemo was derived and other plant allies, a fine network of roots standing in for nerves. The negative spaces in the work allow people to project light through it with handheld flashlights onto the cave wall. As Natasha joked, "Jenny! You created a piece for the iPhone!"